“A setback, but not a calamity.”

Worst week EVER.
Just when I was rather confident that I can move in, 2 setbacks in 3 days.
It feels like I got shot three times.
I seriously cannot take in anymore blows.
Crying 3 times within a week and a day is honestly not a good feeling.
Just 65 more days to O'levels.
They say O'levels are easy, easy peasy.
Bullshit, I tell you. It's bullshit.
It's easy 'cause you've gone through the period.
It's never easy when you're going through it.
Am depressed, am upset.
But staying status quo ain't helping.
What else can I do?
Nothing but to take a deep breath and move on.
“Oft hope is born, when all is forlorn.”

"It's not the end of the world", is what I often tell myself.
Found out something that broke my heart in millions of pieces.
But what can I do?
I can only pick up the pieces, patch them up and move on.
A year. One whole goddamn year.
Regret is something that haunts you forever.
Move on? Easier said than done.
I'll try. But deep down I'm afraid it's a futile effort.
I'm not sad, I'm not heartbroken.
I cried them all out and now my heart feels empty.
No feelings, no fantasies.
Gosh I just wrote a poem.
The thing is I'm not alone.
I have my family, and Joclique.
For them, I'll do it.
“Attitude is a little thing that makes a big difference.”

Caught SALT yesterday and I think it's uber awesome.
Angelina Jolie ROCKS!
HAHAH.
It's NATIONAL DAY today!
Having two days of holiday.
WOO! Life can't be better than this.
Heading to Gran's place later, gonna bring my revision along.
Then, dinner at Aunt's house!
;)
HAPPY BIRTHDAY, SINGAPORE!